Wednesday, April 28, 2004
I dunno.. i think i've been thinking alot again lately... especially after last night.. i dunno..
there's either gotta be:
a> more to life... just what is this more (not being put in vague terms)
b> not more to life.. in that case you should knwo that this is just it and not spend half you're time trying to figure out what this 'more-ness' is about..
maybe there's a time to not live as though lige is alrite and normal and dig up all the crap in ur life..
ugh.. God confuses me.. people confuse me.. i confuse myself...
there's either gotta be:
a> more to life... just what is this more (not being put in vague terms)
b> not more to life.. in that case you should knwo that this is just it and not spend half you're time trying to figure out what this 'more-ness' is about..
maybe there's a time to not live as though lige is alrite and normal and dig up all the crap in ur life..
ugh.. God confuses me.. people confuse me.. i confuse myself...
Friday, April 23, 2004
exam tom...
dunno y i dun feel THAT stressed... its worth 40% and i havent really finished studying.. dun really know how the essay is going to be like...
hmmz...
dunno lahz.. but halfway studying just felt like worshipping God (play the piano,etc) but i was rationalising with myself how i cant afford the time and how i am meant to concentrate on studying... but then i just felt the Holy Spirit say that is when you bring the sacrifice of praise... and so i did go and worship... and I'm glad I did.. there is no greater place to be than in the presence of God. and I just read Vic's thing that she learnt from her course.. just let God love you and nothing else really matters actually...
anyway.. gotta get back to studying.. blah..
dunno y i dun feel THAT stressed... its worth 40% and i havent really finished studying.. dun really know how the essay is going to be like...
hmmz...
dunno lahz.. but halfway studying just felt like worshipping God (play the piano,etc) but i was rationalising with myself how i cant afford the time and how i am meant to concentrate on studying... but then i just felt the Holy Spirit say that is when you bring the sacrifice of praise... and so i did go and worship... and I'm glad I did.. there is no greater place to be than in the presence of God. and I just read Vic's thing that she learnt from her course.. just let God love you and nothing else really matters actually...
anyway.. gotta get back to studying.. blah..
Friday, April 16, 2004
ugh... stressfulness.......
monday assignment due, thurs n sat major mid-sem exam!!!!!!!!!! :/
must pray very hard...
monday assignment due, thurs n sat major mid-sem exam!!!!!!!!!! :/
must pray very hard...
Wednesday, April 07, 2004
ugh... exam tomorrow! its like i know the stuff yet i don't know.. how frustrating!!! *sigh*
and did you know i was studying these chapters in the textbook and it was so hard... but it wasn't covered in lectures but it was uner the chapters listed in required readings for the topic.. anyway..i emailed the lecturer actualy on monday nite.. then he only replied on tuesday and said only the stuff in lectures is examinable.. that was part of yesterday;'s studying and monday nite's studying gone to waste and i was so annoyed! waste of time and brain cells...
help me... i dun wanna fail uni... booz....
and did you know i was studying these chapters in the textbook and it was so hard... but it wasn't covered in lectures but it was uner the chapters listed in required readings for the topic.. anyway..i emailed the lecturer actualy on monday nite.. then he only replied on tuesday and said only the stuff in lectures is examinable.. that was part of yesterday;'s studying and monday nite's studying gone to waste and i was so annoyed! waste of time and brain cells...
help me... i dun wanna fail uni... booz....
Saturday, April 03, 2004
another veronica B party today.. so far away though.. in jandakot.. like 50km from my house! the next party is at atwell whcih is even further! grr~!!! cant the parties be closer to home?! hmmz...
anyway, after that went to david's house.. we baked a cake! and i passed some tos helrene to try althouygh i think it didn't look very presentable or nice.. the white chocolate icing thing was kinda melting.. haha.. actually i think the cake is quite yummy loh.. hehehe.. well, more presentable than the other cheesecake we made but the other cheesecake we made was pretty yummy as well if youw ere blind and ignored the presentation.. lolx :d
anyway, after that we went to fisher studio to see the photoes i did at my photoshoot.. it took so long for us.. ok me.. to decide which ones to elimate and stuff like that.. i think that lady was getting quite annoyed at us actually... so *paisey*.. she's probably thinkgnig hurry up.. but then she didnt really know how to use that photo program anyway.. i wouldn't have mind if she just left us there and we took our own sweet time.. hahaha :p oh well.. the photos are so expensive tho!!! they must make alot of money... hahahaaah
aiya.. then went home.. dinner.. and then study.. well, kinda i guess! lolx :D exam on thrusday!!!! :( booz
anyway, after that went to david's house.. we baked a cake! and i passed some tos helrene to try althouygh i think it didn't look very presentable or nice.. the white chocolate icing thing was kinda melting.. haha.. actually i think the cake is quite yummy loh.. hehehe.. well, more presentable than the other cheesecake we made but the other cheesecake we made was pretty yummy as well if youw ere blind and ignored the presentation.. lolx :d
anyway, after that we went to fisher studio to see the photoes i did at my photoshoot.. it took so long for us.. ok me.. to decide which ones to elimate and stuff like that.. i think that lady was getting quite annoyed at us actually... so *paisey*.. she's probably thinkgnig hurry up.. but then she didnt really know how to use that photo program anyway.. i wouldn't have mind if she just left us there and we took our own sweet time.. hahaha :p oh well.. the photos are so expensive tho!!! they must make alot of money... hahahaaah
aiya.. then went home.. dinner.. and then study.. well, kinda i guess! lolx :D exam on thrusday!!!! :( booz
Friday, April 02, 2004
got into canada!!!! :) hehe..a cutally.. its not that surprising a thing i guesss.. seeing the fact that he said everyone if not most eople will get in..
its still subject to the other uni's approval though.. but dun think they willl object much anyway... coz its more of a mutual thing between the unis.. a pity im not going ot be sutdying in UBC though.. SFU it will have to be i guess...
anyway.. now i hav eto try and book my airticket.. hopefully i can stop by singapore in july.. *great singapore sales*.. and then HK *more shopping and visit sherlene.. hehe* and then canada.. and hopefully i make friends in canada.. i dun wanna be a loner.. hahahaha :D and i wanna find a good church there too.. should be fun if there is a good youth group.. anyone know of any churches in vancouver, canada then?!
its still subject to the other uni's approval though.. but dun think they willl object much anyway... coz its more of a mutual thing between the unis.. a pity im not going ot be sutdying in UBC though.. SFU it will have to be i guess...
anyway.. now i hav eto try and book my airticket.. hopefully i can stop by singapore in july.. *great singapore sales*.. and then HK *more shopping and visit sherlene.. hehe* and then canada.. and hopefully i make friends in canada.. i dun wanna be a loner.. hahahaha :D and i wanna find a good church there too.. should be fun if there is a good youth group.. anyone know of any churches in vancouver, canada then?!
